Reflecting, observing, learning, unlearning, unraveling, decolonizing, unconditioning , uninstalling, unprogramming and reprogramming myself and listening and bringing awareness to my social narrative of thoughts how it influences my perception of self, my inner world and outer. Digging in deep, really really deep into my roots in my seed, and unrooting certain roots that were dry and needed to be cut off, because leaving a dry or infected part of a plant will spread and dry the whole plant, tree off. Yes, it's painful and scary because it's challenging and shifting my perception and that shakes my foundation, because of the views I thought and knew and believe it was my truth, but was not my truth, because that truth was not me it was installed in me, but I had to uninstall. But it’s okay because from that I will heal, and I am healing, and healing is a process. And with this, I will continue to unlearn and learn, evolve, the truth of me, and break cycles to bring better future cycles within me. And continuing embracing the journey that I call life, learning to learn.